hydrangea

when i opened the iron doors
your motorbike wasn't there
i recalled that i drove it to your new place
i was reminded that we aren't together anymore

when i walked to the stairs
the steps are covered in dust
i recalled many times we climbed them together
i was reminded we aren't together anymore

when i got into the dining room
the table and the chairs were there
i recalled how we used to have meals
i was reminded that we aren't together anymore

when i got into the bedroom
it was empty and not as lively
i recalled how we used to embrace each other
i was reminded that we aren't together anymore

when i was alone and reflected
i wished i could turn back time
i wished things were different
so that we are still together

i wished to gift you hydrangea flowers
but that spring, hydrangea flowers didn't bloom
you wished to receive hydrangea flowers
but that spring, hydrangea flowers weren't seen