29

it was my 29th birthday. i woke up to receive some blessings from my family and... it felt fine. it was a bit hard to describe what am i feeling right now. it was not exactly neutral, maybe slightly negative and bored, and even... worrisome.

more on why, let's get into some context: i had been picking up singing. it was fun. daily random practices gave me a place to put my efforts in instead of coding and my career. it worried me that when i come back to my career, i will be missing out on something.