that day, i had to make the decision for us to part, and we would go through it the day after. that night, we still went to a faraway movie theater. at one point, while the movie was going on, i snoozed. when i woke up, i was holding your hand. i wished that i could froze time, right then, at that moment, and the day after wouldn't come.
i walked by the bedroom that we used to sleep in. the room was dark, and the door was half-closed. i recalled similar nights of the year before, where i also stayed up late. i got into the bedroom, and sat on the bed. i wished that you were there, snoring and breathing and living, instead of being in my memory fragment. words hardly describe how much i missed you.
when i opened the iron doors
your motorbike wasn't there
i recalled that i drove it to your new place
i was reminded that we aren't together anymore
when i walked to the stairs
the steps are covered in dust
i recalled many times we climbed them together
i was reminded we aren't together anymore
when i got into the dining room
the table and the chairs were there
i recalled how we used to have meals
i was reminded that we aren't together anymore